10/07/2011 : major FU #2

Did it again...
Started Sunday evening session with a nice win, but couldn't stop playing again. So winnings got lost and in trying to recover started playing that dreaded €2/€4 FL table again. If I play there too long it always ends bad. :(
So winnings turned into big losses once again.

Which was made even worse on Monday.
Everything down the drain, bye bye €200.

But I'm not stopping the experiment !  I put an extra €600 on my account and played shitty again, dropping to €300. Because I have done quite well in tournaments before, I then put €55 in a 5.000 GTD tournament .
86 players in total started and I played very well to got to the final table !  In the end I ended 4th, with a 475 payout.  That was in the afternoon.

In the late evening, greed got in again and I played HU at a €3/€6 table which I really shouldn't have done.
Lost too much again and my bankroll is now at  €572,21

I really really need to get my BRM under control : Limit myself to playing low NL tables like €0,20/€0,40 (for €40)  max.  I MUST stay away from €2/€4 FL and €3/€6.  The fact that I got to 4th place in that tourn points out that I can play the game, but I must CONTROL myself and my bankroll. Otherwise I will ALWAYS end up with nothing.  Happened too many times before.
The only way to keep winning is by playing good at the correct limit and build that bankroll slowly.  Don't try to rush things and don't get greedy. That will always hit me back in the face.

Hope this will have been my last FU message to this blog...